Friday, April 15, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
God is good!
All the time. I just had the worst days of my life. Yesterday was like hell. I felt that everything is in my shoulder. I felt that I made the biggest mistakes in my life that I will forever regret. I just felt that I wanna die that very day. I even had palpitation the whole day. I wanna die. But I asked the very good Lord to help me. Never I knew that He is going to give me a sign that everything will be alright. And never I thought that it would be this quick. I feel so blessed. I just felt that somehow, everything will fall into places. Thank you very much! I trust in You! :)
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Stages
I have always heard of this. But never have I thought I would experience it myself.
I searched it in the net, and the stages goes this way
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance
That's just one of so many websites. . . But then, I would want to have it rearranged.
1. Depression
2. Denial
3. Bargaining
4. Anger
5. Acceptance
The first 3 that I mentioned, (check!) I actually experienced it. Those three happened at the same time for the longest time.
Anger (check!) This one though is what is currently happening.
Acceptance (blank) - Soon to happen :)
I searched it in the net, and the stages goes this way
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance
That's just one of so many websites. . . But then, I would want to have it rearranged.
1. Depression
2. Denial
3. Bargaining
4. Anger
5. Acceptance
The first 3 that I mentioned, (check!) I actually experienced it. Those three happened at the same time for the longest time.
Anger (check!) This one though is what is currently happening.
Acceptance (blank) - Soon to happen :)
Sunday, April 3, 2011
...is pissed
Yes I am. I feel so bad. Why do I always get disappointed? Why do I feel like everything is conniving against me. Why? Why do I feel this way. Why? This little disappointment made me think a lot of things. Why is everything against me? When will it be my time? When? I'm tired. So tired. :(
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