What was I thinking?

Whatever I'm feeling right now is not right. I think it's not.

But still, I thank the Good Lord for that one person he gave me. At least I know someone must have realized and showed me my real worth. And I know someone has that sincere intentions for me. I felt it. I thank Him for this one man that once again made me feel that I'm worth it.

It's just sad to see that today, I feel awkward and I feel that everything has changed. I cannot tease him now the way I used to tease him. And sometimes it feels awkward that I think he doesn't see my teasing him fun. And I think he's thinking something of me, and I'm scared of that. Btw, he's the type of man that doesn't talk a lot. And now I lie low, just to take some time to think.