a lesson learned

Never in my entire life have I thought this is going to happen to me. This could probably one of the most horrible experiences I had in my entire life. I really never thought of something this bad going to happen to me. Yes, if I could just turn back time, I wouldn't do it. Its a lesson. And I promise to try my best to get away from doing that thing again. The short period of heaven could mean a lifetime of hell. And that is something I haven't thought. Now I repent. Oh please heal me whatever this is. Or better yet, please do not let something happen to me. I haven't taken the test yet. I hope everything is going to be fine. Pray for me. Wish me luck. I promise. This is a lesson learned. :(