On this day of your life, Ish, we believe God wants you to know ... that there are many distractions in this world.

Some are pleasant; some are not. But whether they are pleasant or not, when you get swayed by distractions, you will lose your focus. What is important to you? Focus on that and then when you need a break, you can choose to allow to be distracted.

Many distractions indeed. For this time of my life, I need to focus on my review. But because conscience has been bugging me and my review and life is affected, I have to do this thing. This thing that has been bugging me since forever. :(

I hope that I have the power to know the ending. I don't want this. I don't want everything that's happening right now. It's hurting me a lot. Giving me a pain in the ass a lot. :(

Pagod na ako :(