Sunday, April 1, 2012

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Hi there my dear blog. I was a little uneasy early this day but I can't seem to find the perfect person to talk to.

Early this morning, I don't know what pushed me to look at R(friend of my ex)'s profile. Then I saw that he posted graduation pictures. I saw from the preview his picture. And then what a crazy mind I had, I looked at the pictures. Voila, I saw his picture with his girlfriend. Yeah right, going stronger. And they've been together for a year now. They looked happy at the pictures. I don't really know what I felt. Was I hurt? I don't know. But I know I was kinda nervous looking at the pictures.

Well, I don't really know what I felt, but my hands were really cold while looking at it. But then I realized, I was strong enough to face it. I wasn't really mad at how my fate ended up. I think, we're not really meant for each other. Life's kind of unfair. He was the one fooling around and now look who's happy? I just hope someday that day will come that I could say I am happier and that everything that happened resulted for the better.

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