Is this the end?

I'm really confused. I don't want to leave you in the middle of this problem, the time you feel weakest. But the same time, I want to blame you! For everything that is happening to you right now. How many times have you failed a subject anyway? You failed 5 subjects and yet you still have the guts to not study well!! I really hate you for that. You never think of your future! What kind of person you would want to be? A shameful person? a person that is talked by people around. Someone who spent unusual years studying and still doesn't pass it! I cannot just comfort you and you would still be the same person who has no determination. You should learn from your mistakes! Please!!! Why are you such a person! Why don't you learn from your hundreds pf mistakes! you were given so much chances but you took it for granted! Now, I don't want to think that this is the end. But it is closely impossible for you to continue your studies. You have disappointed so much people. I hope you will change. NOW!