Saturday, June 28, 2008

HELP! I'm confused!

Oh please! I'm into so much confusion! I can't help even myself. I cried again. It really hurts a lot hearing those words from you. There's a possibility for you to fall in love with her. And hell yeah, I know you like her. You know, it really hurts. And I just can't put my feelings into words. You'll never feel the hell I'm feeling right now. Oh God I'm so hurt. I never have cried a river like that before. And now, look at my eyes they are so swollen. I really don't know what to feel now. The time we saw each other, the hugs you gave me were still as warm as it was before. I thought the passion is still there. But now, I really don't know, after telling me that there is possibility, I don't know where to stand. I felt that my fight for you is not worth fighting anymore. Because I don't know, maybe because I'm afraid to get hurt in the end, that she still won your heart.
Hello? can't you see? She's flirting with you. How come she chose you from the rest of her friends to share fun conversations with at 1611. She's texting you. And I don't think it's normal. It's not being friendly. And if she really wants us to be together, she won't do something like that. I know her intentions are not pure. I know it. And if you don't stop entertaining her, you would end up falling in love with her. And us? It's really the end of our relationship. I can't believe that the promises you once uttered will just slowly be torn just like that. And because of that bitch! Yes, now I see her as BITCH! bitch bitch bitch!
I am really bothered by what you said, that if only you are not afraid to hurt my feelings, it would be easier for you to make decisions. And why? that is my question. Is that because, you want to choose her and it's just that you're afraid that you might hurt me?

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